I am nearing the one year mark of Isaiah's stillbirth (April 14th).  As I get closer to this day-- I feel like I'm grieving hard again. 
I have always loved spring, but now, everything about this time of year brings sadness and painful memories of last year.  On Saturday, I was driving to a nearby town--the town that I delivered Isaiah in.  It was a beautiful spring morning, just like the day Isaiah was born.  It was Saturday, the same day of the week that he was born.  I was driving my husband's car, just like we did the day Isaiah was born.  Needless to say, all these similarities caused the memories to flood back, and then the memories overwhelmed my heart.  I tried to call my mom to distract myself but she was busy and had to go (I didnt tell I was struggling).  I decided I just needed to walk through it.  After awhile, I thought to myself-- I shouldn't dwell so much on the moments surrounding Isaiahs death.  I survived that-- I dont need to relive it again and again.  Instead, I need to dwell on the future-- on eternity.  He is alive in Heaven and I will have all of eternity to get to know him!  Thinking about that helped.  At  least for a little bit (this grief never goes away for long).
I wanted to ask you guys-- how do you "do" the yearly "birth" day of your precious little ones?  Are there any certain things that you do on that day?  How do you include siblings in the remembering?  I'm trying to plan and just feel at a loss.